Memories of Yester-Year...

Memories of Yester-Year...

Over the last few days I have found myself reminiscing about yester-year. Our memories, though hidden from those we surround, are a POWERFUL apparatuses to bring a smile to our faces. As my mind ruminates, so much encompasses myobservance of those who laid the bricks of the path for my lineage.  

This deep concentration is causing me to pose my own set of ‘why’s’ which I believe I already have an answer. I dedicate this reflection to some closer than close love-ones…They were examples for ‘US’ [family] and our future generations. Many things were infinite to them! To name a few: Love, Family, Togetherness, God, Work, Entrepreneurship, Helpers, Givers, Providers and…the list is immeasurable. There impartation of family, love and caregiver was so phenomenal, there are many attempting to mimic the walk. Though we can NEVER be them per say, but we can exhibit and pass on their tenaciousness of NEVER giving up. We are their Legacy! Does this mean we will or need to be perfect…NEVER; but what it does mean is when life dispenses a summons for our failure, we MUST retaliate with a dagger to the heart of the ‘Issues of Life’ trying toterminate our Purpose and Destiny. Purpose and Destiny belong to Us and we only lose if we quit. WE WIN, IF WE DON’T QUIT!!!  

There will ALWAYS be ‘Issues & Tissues!’ Let the tears stream into the tissues and stay focused because the current issue will subside. Remember, weeping but a night and joy always come in the morning…the length and depth of each person’s weeping and the arrival of morning is diverse for each.

First, we owe God the endurance of never quitting! And, we should honor our trailblazers by pursuing life at all cost…This journey WILL cost Us something…The question is: Are you willing to travel the narrow road into Purpose and Destiny?

Signed,

Tenacious About My Journey

The Roar Inside...

In My Feelings, Again!!! A few weeks ago I wrote a post “No More Bipolar Walks.” So, You

already know the trials have come and went, and on and on…but I have truly learned this journey is not about whether or not I feel it. It’s about what I believe and having the faith to persevere, even at the midnight hour. There are days or should l say weeks that it seems my head is about to explode because of ALL I desire to accomplish. This has been one of those weeks. There is much encompassing my mind; projects, reaching out to those less fortunate, loving on those who are lost and of course, teaching the Word of God. Yes, doors are opening….But, it seems as though something is missing…#InMyFeelings

I must admit this journey is TEACHING MEthat I can be my own BEST Cheerleader or my own WORSE Enemy…As the words to an old hymnal goes, “Sometimes you have to Encourage Yourself.” But, I would be ‘Faking the Funk,’ if I didn’t admit it would be nice to have those who walk and talk with one daily to see the tenaciousness of your moving and shaking…**Shrugs Shoulders** Regardless, if others see it or not, I Must Keep Pushing, if not, I will always be living a Dream Deferredwithout every seeing it come to Fruition.

Just in My Feelings, so I decided to write…writing seems to be the peace to my soul (other than the word of God). This is my Vent…

My ‘Me’ Prayer: Father, Thank you for making me righteous and accepted though the Blood of Jesus. Because of that, I and blessed and highly favored by You. I am the Object of Your affection. Your favor surrounds me as a shield and the first thing people come in contact with is my favor shield. People will go out of their way to bless me; doors that were once closed are now open. I have preferential treatment and special privileges; no good things SHALL be withheld from me. I have supernatural increase and promotion. I declare restoration of everything the enemy has stolen; I have increase of assets and expansion of territories in every area of my life…I have Great victories, supernatural turnarounds and miraculous breakthroughs in the mist of great impossibilities. Petitions are granted to me even by ungodly authorities. Policies, rules, regulations and laws are changed and reversed on my behalf. I am winning battles that I don’t have to fight, because God fights them for me. Today and everyday forth is my appointed time…the best days, set time and designated moments for me to experience the FREE FAVORS of God…#Selah

Signed,

The Roar of the Lioness 

#Breakthrough #Freedom #Vision #WalkingItOut #Smile #Cry #JustDontQuit

Dear God

Thank you for the opportunity to Celebrate the Day of Our Risen Savior. Many dressed to impress and attended a worship service on what is known to us as Easter Sunday. In the natural sense, this day of celebration for many has come and gone, but for those we revel Jesus on a daily basis, there is Much work to do. For those who are called | chosen to the frontlines, there is a tug in the Soul to feed the people of God. Many hear the cry, but few a compelled to respond… Matthew 9:36-38 (NKJV) “But when He saw the multitudes, He was moved with compassion for them, because they were weary and scattered, like sheep having no shepherd. Then He said to His disciples, “The harvest truly is plentiful, but the laborers are few. Therefore pray the Lord of the harvest to send out laborers into His harvest.” Father, there is a ‘War Cry’ coming from the people! They are crying unto you wandering in a wilderness of the abyss of their minds, their past, their failures, their loneness and emptiness, etc. They are wondering if anyone, someone can hear their cries. God, wants those who are crying out to know there are a people who “…have not forgotten You, Nor have we dealt falsely with Your [God’s] covenant. Our heart has not turned back, Nor have our steps departed from Your [God’s] way…” Psalm 44:17-18 (NKJV). A Prayer for those on the Frontline of Ministries… Father, Thank you for your Favor! Luke 2:52 “And Jesus increased in wisdom and stature, and in favor with God and men.” Father, you said we are made in your image; therefore, the same SHALL be for the people doing the work. Thanking for favor, finances, and hearts to acknowledge You in ALL our ways, so You will continually direct our paths. As we go forth to do the work, No Weapons formed against SHALL BE ABLE to Prosperous in the Name of your Name Jesus Christ. Father, never ALLOW the hearts of those You appointed to minister the Word, to negate from the process of ALLOWING the Oil to flow from “The Head, Downward.” Let Us be mindful of the direction that our Oil is flowing…Never allowing for our individual prosperity to outweigh the prosperity of the souls we are called to speak life. Let our words, our actions, our character, our integrity be so positively contagious that those who come into contact with our mere shadows catch on fire for the gospel. Thank you, Father for making room for each of our gifting’s. Father, “Your kingdom come. Your will be done On earth as it is in heaven. Give us This day our daily bread. And forgive us our debts, As we forgive our debtors,” Matthew 6:10-12 (NKJV). Signed, On The Frontline

Dedicated to @forbrowngirls #KarynWashington

No More Bipolar Walks...

Once upon lifetime, the season dispelled one’s level of commitment as a ‘Believer.’ When people are confined by Religion, their Christian walk has a tendency to resemble a ‘Bipolar or Discombobulated Walk. *Bipolar: characterized by opposite extremes, as two conflicting philosophies [beliefs].  One mimics what others say about their calling, purpose, destiny, friends, family, etc.

Can you relate?  If one is not conscience, the seasons will determine one’s walk. In the Fall and Winter the obligation of one’s walk ‘Figuratively’ represented a incongruent level of dedication from their Spring and Summer stride. Why call it an obligation? Because many function in an obligated state of mind to hold the words downloaded into their spirit, instead of feeling as though one made a life choice or decision to change their personal course. Wisdom helps one know the difference between the desires of their heart vs the wants of others. The ideas of others will cause one to abort their desires to fulfill others. Calling this the discounted version of self…placing one on the clearance rack of life, to fulfill the full design cost of others.   

Fall | Winter meant a consecrated relationship, with the Master Visionary! Spring | Summer was like someone erased the hard drive on one’s computer and disconnected the monitor…there were no connections. Everything pricey about the walk was transferred to the clearance rack. Better catch it while you can…winter is coming! Living in the Moment before the hibernation of Winter…

Then, the introduction of a relationship vs. operating in the façade of religion compelled the heart. Thank you, Jesus! Relational teaching, taught one balance and an introspective viewpoint. Being taught how to live once the ‘Tongue’ done and the ‘Dance’ is over; how to confront Real Life issues that were walking around one’s home and stirring defeat eye to eye. Understanding the palpitations of one’s own heart…#NoMoreBipolarWalks! Finding the rhythm of one’s own heartbeat…is liking to loosing the child in a candy store. Full Throttle, Baby!

Lesson Learned: No longer allowing anyone to download their perspectives of ‘My Life,’ without seeking the ‘Master Visionary of My Life.’  

Matthew 6:32-34 (NKJV) ³² For after all these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. ³³ But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. ³⁴ Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.

Had it NOT been for God’s Amazing Grace…

Thou one may Walk through the Valleys of the Shadows of Death, never dwell in them…Especially, not the Valley of Religion…

Signed,

Living in His Grace

Bleeding Internally...

So you plugged leak! Unwilling to bleed on others any longer, one becomes their own physician. Functioning in a mode of numbness, but the reality remains there’s a severe trauma. That moment one realizes by the spoken words of someone else, there’s a leak in their building.

Bleeding Internally due to the severe trauma of yester-year, because of the old adage, time heals all wounds…one decides to fix the injury with over-the-counter apparatuses.

 

A few laughs with friend girls, retail therapy, glasses of wine, social isolation, weekend trips to visit family/friends, etc…the list is extensive!

 “Internal Bleeding is one of the most serious consequences of trauma. Usually, the bleeding results from obvious injuries that require rapid medical attention. Internal bleeding may also occur after a less severe trauma …Some internal bleeding due to trauma stops on its own. If the bleeding continues or is severe, surgery is required to correct it,” www.webmed.com.  

 Realizing, the progression of this trauma has reached its final stages, requiring surgery from the ‘Greatest Physician’ of all times. For the word instructs in Jeremiah 33:6 Behold, I will bring it [you] health and healing; I will heal them and reveal to them the abundance of peace and truth. Luke 5:31 Jesus answered and said to them, “Those who are well have no need of a physician, but those who are sick. Beyond the definition of sick, the bleeding around the heart was/is requiring emergency surgery. As the bleeding was continuous, symptoms became visible and steadily getting worse.

In need of a Thoracotomy, there was an immediate need to give the Great Physician access. He needed to make an incision along the breastbone, to gain access to the chest cavity. Once granted access, God is/was able to “identify and stop the bleeding to protect the heart and lungs from [the] pressure caused by the excess [bleeding].”

 God’s Grace is Sufficient…

 

Signed,

Needing to Feel & Breathe, Again!

 

 

The Melodies of Life...

Just like Chocolate, you’re so sweet!!! The things that make the little girl in a grown woman blush. Yes, he noticed…he noticed the affixation with Snickers candy bars and Coke Cola. He noticed the simple things; how one would eat the chocolate from around the nugget of caramel and peanuts. He would wink at and make the heart skip a few beats. He made getting up going to work EXCITING. He made a Grown Woman | Little Girl at Heart, want to be on her ‘Stylish Game’ Every Day. She was from a different place with a different twist…And, he was intrigued…

There was just one slight glitch; in the words of ‘Erykah Badu,’ She was already someone else’s girl…

But, She was fascinated at the idea of two men being in love with her at the same time, so she wasn’t sensible enough to say, “I’m already someone else’s girl…see you next lifetime.”

She was functioning in the fantasy of having the best of both worlds. Without adding any unnecessary details, one ALWAYS reap what is sowed; for the heartache one causes, someone else, U reap, reap, U reap and U reap…And, U weep, U weep, U weep…

Galatians 6:7-9 (NKJV) “Do not be deceived, God is not mocked; for whatever a man sows, that he will also reap. For he who sows to his flesh will of the flesh reap corruption, but he who sows to the Spirit will of the Spirit reap everlasting life. And let us not grow weary while doing good, for in due season we shall reap if we do not lose heart."

One lives and learns every area of the above scripture. Oh so you thought church girls were always church girls, unfortunately not! But, to say this, she was definitely in a downward spiral because at this time in life, one was undeniably mature enough to know better. Being introduced to the Lord at the age of 21 years and at occurrence, one was all of 29 or 30. KNOWING THESES ACTIONS COULD POSSIBLY CAUSE AN ERUPTION, AS THAT OF A VOLCANO…But having one’s cake, ice cream, candy, and the ability to eat and drink it all. WOOSAH!!!

It’s amazing how one categorically separates and justifies ones actions or inactions…Not being legally married to a person doesn’t allow one to create a recipe for disaster. The cake will explode…Explosions cause pieces of each to land in undesirable places. In silence, there was someone PRAYING for GOD’s RECIPE OF INTERVENTION!

Usually, there is always someone who sees one’s contaminating behaviors…Someone knew there was more to the little childish shenanigans, than what was visible to the naked eye. Prayers of the righteous availeth MUCH…PRAYERS saved A life (R.I.P. Madea)!

And, although Mr. ‘Just Like Chocolate you’re So Sweet’ and the Grown Woman | Little Girl at Heart married 7-months later; The Melodies of Life would quickly change to a ‘Live Dramatic Reality.’ In spite of one’s played out Shenanigans, the afflicted/infected took the secret to their grave!

Signed,

 A Healing for one’s Soul…