
#I am Woman... What is a Phenomenal Woman? She is an Extraordinary and Remarkable Woman. A woman who denies herself for the love/commitment of others. She feels the joy and pain of those she spiritually & naturally embarks upon, without inquiring of any specifics of life. How do we stay extrordinary without loosing our individulity?
Monday, April 21, 2014
Dear God
Thank you for the opportunity to Celebrate the Day of Our Risen Savior. Many dressed to impress and attended a worship service on what is known to us as Easter Sunday. In the natural sense, this day of celebration for many has come and gone, but for those we revel Jesus on a daily basis, there is Much work to do.
For those who are called | chosen to the frontlines, there is a tug in the Soul to feed the people of God. Many hear the cry, but few a compelled to respond…
Matthew 9:36-38 (NKJV) “But when He saw the multitudes, He was moved with compassion for them, because they were weary and scattered, like sheep having no shepherd. Then He said to His disciples, “The harvest truly is plentiful, but the laborers are few. Therefore pray the Lord of the harvest to send out laborers into His harvest.”
Father, there is a ‘War Cry’ coming from the people! They are crying unto you wandering in a wilderness of the abyss of their minds, their past, their failures, their loneness and emptiness, etc. They are wondering if anyone, someone can hear their cries. God, wants those who are crying out to know there are a people who “…have not forgotten You, Nor have we dealt falsely with Your [God’s] covenant. Our heart has not turned back, Nor have our steps departed from Your [God’s] way…” Psalm 44:17-18 (NKJV).
A Prayer for those on the Frontline of Ministries…
Father, Thank you for your Favor! Luke 2:52 “And Jesus increased in wisdom and stature, and in favor with God and men.” Father, you said we are made in your image; therefore, the same SHALL be for the people doing the work. Thanking for favor, finances, and hearts to acknowledge You in ALL our ways, so You will continually direct our paths. As we go forth to do the work, No Weapons formed against SHALL BE ABLE to Prosperous in the Name of your Name Jesus Christ. Father, never ALLOW the hearts of those You appointed to minister the Word, to negate from the process of ALLOWING the Oil to flow from “The Head, Downward.” Let Us be mindful of the direction that our Oil is flowing…Never allowing for our individual prosperity to outweigh the prosperity of the souls we are called to speak life. Let our words, our actions, our character, our integrity be so positively contagious that those who come into contact with our mere shadows catch on fire for the gospel. Thank you, Father for making room for each of our gifting’s.
Father, “Your kingdom come. Your will be done On earth as it is in heaven. Give us This day our daily bread. And forgive us our debts, As we forgive our debtors,” Matthew 6:10-12 (NKJV). Signed, On The Frontline
Saturday, April 12, 2014
No More Bipolar Walks...
Once upon lifetime,
the season dispelled one’s level of commitment as a ‘Believer.’ When people are
confined by Religion, their Christian walk has a tendency to resemble a
‘Bipolar or Discombobulated Walk. *Bipolar: characterized by
opposite extremes, as two conflicting philosophies [beliefs]. One
mimics what others say about their calling, purpose, destiny, friends, family,
etc.
Can
you relate? If one is not conscience, the
seasons will determine one’s walk. In the Fall and Winter the obligation of
one’s walk ‘Figuratively’ represented a incongruent level of dedication from
their Spring and Summer stride. Why call it an
obligation? Because many function in an obligated state of mind to hold the
words downloaded into their spirit, instead of feeling as though one made a
life choice or decision to change their personal course. Wisdom helps one know
the difference between the desires of their heart vs the wants of others. The
ideas of others will cause one to abort their desires to fulfill others.
Calling this the discounted version of self…placing one on the clearance rack
of life, to fulfill the full design cost of others.
Fall
| Winter meant a consecrated relationship, with the Master Visionary! Spring | Summer
was like someone erased the hard drive on one’s computer and disconnected the
monitor…there were no connections. Everything pricey about the walk was
transferred to the clearance rack. Better catch it while you can…winter is
coming! Living in the Moment before the hibernation of Winter…
Then,
the introduction of a relationship vs. operating in the façade of religion
compelled the heart. Thank you, Jesus! Relational teaching,
taught one balance and an introspective viewpoint. Being taught how to live
once the ‘Tongue’ done and the ‘Dance’ is over; how to confront Real
Life issues that were walking around one’s home and stirring defeat eye to eye.
Understanding the palpitations of one’s own heart…#NoMoreBipolarWalks! Finding
the rhythm of one’s own heartbeat…is liking to loosing the child in a candy
store. Full Throttle, Baby!
Lesson
Learned: No longer allowing anyone to download their
perspectives of ‘My Life,’ without seeking the ‘Master Visionary
of My Life.’
Matthew 6:32-34 (NKJV) 32 For
after all these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that
you need all these things. 33 But seek first the kingdom of God
and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. 34 Therefore
do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things.
Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.
Had
it NOT been for God’s Amazing Grace…
Thou
one may Walk through the Valleys of the Shadows of Death, never dwell in
them…Especially, not the Valley of Religion…
Signed,
Living
in His Grace
Wednesday, April 9, 2014
Bleeding Internally...

So you plugged leak! Unwilling to bleed on others any longer, one becomes
their own physician. Functioning in a mode of numbness, but the reality remains
there’s a severe trauma. That moment one realizes by the spoken words of
someone else, there’s a leak in their building.
Bleeding Internally due to the severe trauma of yester-year, because of the old adage, time
heals all wounds…one decides to fix the injury with over-the-counter
apparatuses.
A few laughs with friend girls, retail therapy, glasses of wine, social
isolation, weekend trips to visit family/friends, etc…the list is extensive!
In need of a Thoracotomy,
there was an immediate need to give the Great
Physician access. He needed to make an incision along the breastbone, to
gain access to the chest cavity. Once granted access, God is/was able to
“identify and stop the bleeding to protect the heart and lungs from [the]
pressure caused by the excess [bleeding].”
Signed,
Needing to Feel & Breathe, Again!
Tuesday, April 8, 2014
The Melodies of Life...
Just like Chocolate, you’re so sweet!!! The things that make the little girl in a grown woman blush. Yes, he noticed…he noticed the affixation with Snickers candy bars and Coke Cola. He noticed the simple things; how one would eat the chocolate from around the nugget of caramel and peanuts. He would wink at and make the heart skip a few beats. He made getting up going to work EXCITING. He made a Grown Woman | Little Girl at Heart, want to be on her ‘Stylish Game’ Every Day. She was from a different place with a different twist…And, he was intrigued…
There was just one slight glitch; in the words of ‘Erykah Badu,’ She was already someone else’s girl…
But, She was fascinated at the idea of two men being in love with her at the same time, so she wasn’t sensible enough to say, “I’m already someone else’s girl…see you next lifetime.”
She was functioning in the fantasy of having the best of both worlds. Without adding any unnecessary details, one ALWAYS reap what is sowed; for the heartache one causes, someone else, U reap, reap, U reap and U reap…And, U weep, U weep, U weep…
Galatians 6:7-9 (NKJV) “Do not be deceived, God is not mocked; for whatever a man sows, that he will also reap. For he who sows to his flesh will of the flesh reap corruption, but he who sows to the Spirit will of the Spirit reap everlasting life. And let us not grow weary while doing good, for in due season we shall reap if we do not lose heart."
One lives and learns every area of the above scripture. Oh so you thought church girls were always church girls, unfortunately not! But, to say this, she was definitely in a downward spiral because at this time in life, one was undeniably mature enough to know better. Being introduced to the Lord at the age of 21 years and at occurrence, one was all of 29 or 30. KNOWING THESES ACTIONS COULD POSSIBLY CAUSE AN ERUPTION, AS THAT OF A VOLCANO…But having one’s cake, ice cream, candy, and the ability to eat and drink it all. WOOSAH!!!
It’s amazing how one categorically separates and justifies ones actions or inactions…Not being legally married to a person doesn’t allow one to create a recipe for disaster. The cake will explode…Explosions cause pieces of each to land in undesirable places. In silence, there was someone PRAYING for GOD’s RECIPE OF INTERVENTION!
Usually, there is always someone who sees one’s contaminating behaviors…Someone knew there was more to the little childish shenanigans, than what was visible to the naked eye. Prayers of the righteous availeth MUCH…PRAYERS saved A life (R.I.P. Madea)!
And, although Mr. ‘Just Like Chocolate you’re So Sweet’ and the Grown Woman | Little Girl at Heart married 7-months later; The Melodies of Life would quickly change to a ‘Live Dramatic Reality.’ In spite of one’s played out Shenanigans, the afflicted/infected took the secret to their grave!
Signed,
A Healing for one’s Soul…
There was just one slight glitch; in the words of ‘Erykah Badu,’ She was already someone else’s girl…
But, She was fascinated at the idea of two men being in love with her at the same time, so she wasn’t sensible enough to say, “I’m already someone else’s girl…see you next lifetime.”
She was functioning in the fantasy of having the best of both worlds. Without adding any unnecessary details, one ALWAYS reap what is sowed; for the heartache one causes, someone else, U reap, reap, U reap and U reap…And, U weep, U weep, U weep…
Galatians 6:7-9 (NKJV) “Do not be deceived, God is not mocked; for whatever a man sows, that he will also reap. For he who sows to his flesh will of the flesh reap corruption, but he who sows to the Spirit will of the Spirit reap everlasting life. And let us not grow weary while doing good, for in due season we shall reap if we do not lose heart."
One lives and learns every area of the above scripture. Oh so you thought church girls were always church girls, unfortunately not! But, to say this, she was definitely in a downward spiral because at this time in life, one was undeniably mature enough to know better. Being introduced to the Lord at the age of 21 years and at occurrence, one was all of 29 or 30. KNOWING THESES ACTIONS COULD POSSIBLY CAUSE AN ERUPTION, AS THAT OF A VOLCANO…But having one’s cake, ice cream, candy, and the ability to eat and drink it all. WOOSAH!!!
It’s amazing how one categorically separates and justifies ones actions or inactions…Not being legally married to a person doesn’t allow one to create a recipe for disaster. The cake will explode…Explosions cause pieces of each to land in undesirable places. In silence, there was someone PRAYING for GOD’s RECIPE OF INTERVENTION!
Usually, there is always someone who sees one’s contaminating behaviors…Someone knew there was more to the little childish shenanigans, than what was visible to the naked eye. Prayers of the righteous availeth MUCH…PRAYERS saved A life (R.I.P. Madea)!
And, although Mr. ‘Just Like Chocolate you’re So Sweet’ and the Grown Woman | Little Girl at Heart married 7-months later; The Melodies of Life would quickly change to a ‘Live Dramatic Reality.’ In spite of one’s played out Shenanigans, the afflicted/infected took the secret to their grave!
Signed,
A Healing for one’s Soul…
Monday, April 7, 2014
Broken: Expressions of A Daughter's Journey
Spindling through this thing called life…
Feelings of connection to a device, in which all the bolts were breaking one by one and as they break, the things of life were crumbling like a clump of desert dirt. It was though everyone around was pursuing their dreams and accomplishing some sort of significance. It was as if life stopped for me as others pursued destiny. Although, life was stale as a dishcloth left lying on the side of a sink. Not only did life stink but also it was stiff and dry posing as defeat.
With the mass communication of clutter clinging around in my brain, a young person entering the first real achievement of time is in turmoil. Searching for self but lost in a windfall somewhere around the age of 14 years old. Probably several years prior…but the addiction to acceptance by others set in, in the worse kind of way.
My emotions and mind-set were tossed back and forth as leaves on a branch in a windstorm. There was molestation, sexual addictions, recreational drug use, need to get paid syndrome, promiscuity, alcohol, shoplifting and shopping. Beauty is only skin deep, but outward attractiveness became my enemy. It felt like a curse instead of a blessing. My insides felt like a corroded battery cable inhibiting any charge of forgiveness for myself. As life was permeating defeat into the core of my soul, I was fixated with me; the all about ‘Me’ syndrome, along with, being in the ‘in’ crowd. No One Around Knew the WARING SIGNS OF SELF-DESTRUCTION. Truly, I was self-incinerating. Family, friends of the family, enemies, haters, boyfriends [users & abusers]…they all had their definition of why someone with so much potential was reducing herself to ashes.
The word of God says, He knew and called me while I was in my mother’s womb (But when God, who set me apart from my mother’s womb and called me by his grace, was pleased…, Galatians 1:15, NIV). Still I find myself saying, Lord, Lord, who am I? This is ALL About Me...I, Karen
Sign, In-To-Me-See
Feelings of connection to a device, in which all the bolts were breaking one by one and as they break, the things of life were crumbling like a clump of desert dirt. It was though everyone around was pursuing their dreams and accomplishing some sort of significance. It was as if life stopped for me as others pursued destiny. Although, life was stale as a dishcloth left lying on the side of a sink. Not only did life stink but also it was stiff and dry posing as defeat.
With the mass communication of clutter clinging around in my brain, a young person entering the first real achievement of time is in turmoil. Searching for self but lost in a windfall somewhere around the age of 14 years old. Probably several years prior…but the addiction to acceptance by others set in, in the worse kind of way.
My emotions and mind-set were tossed back and forth as leaves on a branch in a windstorm. There was molestation, sexual addictions, recreational drug use, need to get paid syndrome, promiscuity, alcohol, shoplifting and shopping. Beauty is only skin deep, but outward attractiveness became my enemy. It felt like a curse instead of a blessing. My insides felt like a corroded battery cable inhibiting any charge of forgiveness for myself. As life was permeating defeat into the core of my soul, I was fixated with me; the all about ‘Me’ syndrome, along with, being in the ‘in’ crowd. No One Around Knew the WARING SIGNS OF SELF-DESTRUCTION. Truly, I was self-incinerating. Family, friends of the family, enemies, haters, boyfriends [users & abusers]…they all had their definition of why someone with so much potential was reducing herself to ashes.
The word of God says, He knew and called me while I was in my mother’s womb (But when God, who set me apart from my mother’s womb and called me by his grace, was pleased…, Galatians 1:15, NIV). Still I find myself saying, Lord, Lord, who am I? This is ALL About Me...I, Karen
Sign, In-To-Me-See
Another Day's Journey
Good Morning to All,
This morning starts the journey of freedom or possible incarceration for a young male in my family. I'm troubled by what appears to be a plague hanging over the male linege in the family. It's making me petition God for an answer. Is there a generation curse that has not be broken? Is this an assignment to destroy those who are appointed to be the heads of our families. Destroy the head and the body begins to gradually become discombobulated.
Then, my heart speaks loudly saying "Does it really matter whether it's a generational curse or an assignment sent by the enemy?" Both will have the same outcome if no one does anything. A house divided against its self cannot stand...likewise a Family Divided Against Itself Cannot Stand. With all this said, I guess I am the investigator of the family because I never had a problem with asking the complicated questions. We can no longer treat our families like we are the Secret Service...Our families are dying without a clue as to why. What do I mean? I mean do we know why we do the things we do. I want to know the 'Closet Secrets' of my Family!!! Why? So, I will know how to pray and counteract the assaults of the enemy.
Things Like:
1. Momma, Did daddy ever cheat on you?
2. If so, how did the two of you get pass the infidelity?
3. Was anyone abusive...emotionally, physically, finanically, psychologically?
4. Was there mental illness in the family?
5. Was there promiscuity in the family?
6. If so, this could explain why several family units have different dads | moms.
For those who want to say, this is doing too much or digging into the lineage too much: I say why not? The doctors ask questions to determine what illness or diseases we are prone to suffer.
Signed,
Needing A Healing for My Soul!!!
Sunday, April 6, 2014
Finding Purposes
It's been over three years since I originally set-up this blog. I did so during a domino affect of several life changing occurrences in my life. I'm sure this is not an isolated issue for many people face life altering situations. But, I learned over the last 3-years it's truly all about how one handles the life circumstances, which caused one to want to place their head under a rock, to hide the shame and disgrace. How does life appear to be progressing into one's purpose then all of a sudden there is a 'Negative Suddenly' occurrences. At first, you are unshakable...Looking the enemy in the face telling that situation all things work together for the good of those who are called according to the purposes of God. So, I know that this is just a test...and He's working it out because I know I am called...and I am walking in His ways and purpose.
In 2011, there were so many occurrences I would never thought could or would happen. From the injury of my daughter, to the incarceration of my middle child, to the drastic fallout in the church I was attending. Not falling out, just an awaken on a spiritual level I NEVER would have fathom. I was tired and simply worn out...distressed! The fight was becoming intense...I Felt as Though I was losing, without a recourse to ever recover. And, after all of this, in November 2011 I found myself raising a 5-month old grandchild, whom continues to reside in my home.
The Journey had got REAL...
#Thejourneyisreal #seekingpurpose #itslife #beingsaveddontstoplife
In 2011, there were so many occurrences I would never thought could or would happen. From the injury of my daughter, to the incarceration of my middle child, to the drastic fallout in the church I was attending. Not falling out, just an awaken on a spiritual level I NEVER would have fathom. I was tired and simply worn out...distressed! The fight was becoming intense...I Felt as Though I was losing, without a recourse to ever recover. And, after all of this, in November 2011 I found myself raising a 5-month old grandchild, whom continues to reside in my home.
The Journey had got REAL...
#Thejourneyisreal #seekingpurpose #itslife #beingsaveddontstoplife
Saturday, April 5, 2014
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Scriptures for Encouragement in This Phenomenal Journey
All Scriptures from NKJV unless otherwise noted:
Job 22:28 "You will declare a thing, And it will be established for you; So light will shine on your ways."
Psalm 118:17 "I shall not die, but live, And declare the works of the Lord.
Nehemiah 4:14 "And I looked , and arose and said to the nobles, to the leaders, and to the rest of the people, Do not be afraid of them. Remember the Lord, great and awesome, and fight for your breathen, your sons, your daughters, your wives, and your houses."
Habakkuk 2:3 "For the vision is yet for an appointed time; But at the end it will speak , and it will not lie. Though it tarries, wait for it; Because it will surely come, it will not tarry."
Isaiah 6:7-8 " And he touched my mouth with it, and said: Behold this has touched your lips; Your inquity is taken away, and your sin purged. Also, I heard the voice of the Lord saying: Whom shall I send, And who will go for Us? Then I said, "Here Am I ! Send me."
Job 22:28 "You will declare a thing, And it will be established for you; So light will shine on your ways."
Psalm 118:17 "I shall not die, but live, And declare the works of the Lord.
Nehemiah 4:14 "And I looked , and arose and said to the nobles, to the leaders, and to the rest of the people, Do not be afraid of them. Remember the Lord, great and awesome, and fight for your breathen, your sons, your daughters, your wives, and your houses."
Habakkuk 2:3 "For the vision is yet for an appointed time; But at the end it will speak , and it will not lie. Though it tarries, wait for it; Because it will surely come, it will not tarry."
Isaiah 6:7-8 " And he touched my mouth with it, and said: Behold this has touched your lips; Your inquity is taken away, and your sin purged. Also, I heard the voice of the Lord saying: Whom shall I send, And who will go for Us? Then I said, "Here Am I ! Send me."